How do I let my guard down..?
How do I fall in love and escape the tremors of pain?
How do I love someone so deeply when I’ve travelled through the gates of hell for trusting the wrong person?
The thought of loving you breaks my heart and yet, you’re everything I’ve ever wanted…
Everything about you draws me in and yet, everything about you keeps me at arm’s length.
You feel familiar and yet so unfamiliar at the same time.
You feel like an answered prayer and yet, my mind won’t accept it.
Maybe I need your reassurance…
Maybe I need you to be less of you and more of what I want you to be.
Maybe I need to know that loving you won’t mean losing you.
So…
How do I let my guard down when something bad always happens the moment I do.
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