THE CHOICE I DID’NT HAVE TO CHOOSE

 

The Choice I Didn’t Have To Choose

I sat there, deep in my thoughts, wondering what do I do?
Do I choose, or do I not choose?

I didn’t know what to do or what to say.
So I just sat there… on my knees… and I began to pray.

“Lord, You already know what I want to ask.
I don’t even want to say it out loud… but You already know.”

And in that moment it hit me.

I felt the love of God.
Not in my mind… but in my spirit.

I realized… I love Him.
I love the Lord.

And suddenly, I understood…

I didn’t have to choose.
Because He had already chosen me.

And I felt it.

In that moment, I realized something:
I didn’t have to choose between what my heart desired and God. My spirit chose Him without effort, without striving, without fear, without doubt.

And it was in that moment He reassured me:
everything I need flows from Him.

He is the center of my universe.
Anything and everything about me aligns with His will for my life.

I realized I never have to choose between myself and Him,
because my spirit already chose Him.

So, I will be still and know that He is God.
No overthinking.
No striving.
No wondering.

Just stillness, peace, and joy
will reign in my life
until He calls me home.

Now, the real question in your mind is, what inspired this piece of poetry? Well, I think it’s only fair that I say something.

Recently, I began to feel something again… something I haven’t felt in a long time. And as those feelings began to grow, I noticed they were pulling me away from my centre, which is God. I have been in a season of consecration for over a year now.

All I know is what it feels like to be in the presence of God. So,when a different feeling begins to arise, I sense the shift instantly. I am learning to balance my relationship with God and my other relationships.

Because I began to feel something, even slightly, I ran back to God. In Him, there is no confusion, no second guessing, just flow. So, whoever chooses to be in my life has to be in alignment.

The moment I prayed, I felt like myself again… my center was restored.

 

Thank you for reading and sharing I truly appreciate you. 

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