At this point shame had cunningly
started manifesting, I was out of reach with the Holy Spirit because of none
existent prayer life. You see the thing is when you’re not in communion with
the Holy Spirit because of an un-repented sin it’s very difficult to hear God. God
will be speaking to you warning you but your spirit man will be so weakened that
you cannot hear. (Isaiah 59:1-4)
The enemy had me in captivity for
months. There was war ragging in my thoughts shame kept mocking me day in day
out.
In the midst of the chaos that was on
going in my thoughts,
I heard a voice say to me “come back to me
you’re Mine” it was a comforting still voice; I ignored this voice since I was
so deep into self-condemnation.…It felt as though my world was crushing down on
me.
My friends and family tried comforting
to make me feel better, but they just couldn’t understand how I felt in inside,
there was just no way out of this battle so it seemed like. Until I cried out
to the only one who once helped me overcome anxiety and depression Christ
Jesus.
I went down on my knees and began to
cry out for mercy and forgiveness of sin I listed all the sins I had committed
knowingly and unknowingly then I After began to repent for each one of them. (1
John 1:9-10).
Just like that I overcame the spirit
of shame through what is written in the word, praying and believing that my
sins where forgiven the moment I repented. This is how I was delivered from
this spirit called shame.
Psalms 51:17
I hope this will help you to overcome
too whatever the enemy is holding against you just know that victory is yours
and you have it in Christ Jesus.
I love you with the love of God
Thank you for reading and sharing
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