Thursday 17 August 2023


I sat there feeling repulsed, thinking how did I let this happen again? I have been doing so well in my spiritual walk with God.

At this point shame had cunningly started manifesting, I was out of reach with the Holy Spirit because of none existent prayer life. You see the thing is when you’re not in communion with the Holy Spirit because of an un-repented sin it’s very difficult to hear God. God will be speaking to you warning you but your spirit man will be so weakened that you cannot hear. (Isaiah 59:1-4)

The enemy had me in captivity for months. There was war ragging in my thoughts shame kept mocking me day in day out.

In the midst of the chaos that was on going in my thoughts,

 I heard a voice say to me “come back to me you’re Mine” it was a comforting still voice; I ignored this voice since I was so deep into self-condemnation.…It felt as though my world was crushing down on me.

My friends and family tried comforting to make me feel better, but they just couldn’t understand how I felt in inside, there was just no way out of this battle so it seemed like. Until I cried out to the only one who once helped me overcome anxiety and depression Christ Jesus.

I went down on my knees and began to cry out for mercy and forgiveness of sin I listed all the sins I had committed knowingly and unknowingly then I After began to repent for each one of them. (1 John 1:9-10).

Just like that I overcame the spirit of shame through what is written in the word, praying and believing that my sins where forgiven the moment I repented. This is how I was delivered from this spirit called shame.

Psalms 51:17

I hope this will help you to overcome too whatever the enemy is holding against you just know that victory is yours and you have it in Christ Jesus.

I love you with the love of God

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